So since my last break up, I’ve really been trying to find myself and be my own person. I’m a very independent person so the break up wasn’t such a pity but a reason to start living freer and not “tied down.”
I’ve been doing really well this past week. Hanging out with friends and making new music and working out again. I start to believe I don’t need anyone. I could be an independent woman for the rest of my life as long as I have friends and music.
Then I found this song today. Songs like this make me feel like that’s what’s missing in my life. it’s just that empty space in my chest that nobody has filled. I just feel so unlovable, like I’m never gonna find my best friend/soulmate. I know I’m young and naive and I shouldn’t compare my life to others but I give so much love to everyone I know. i pour my fucking heart out to those close to me and I feel so taken advantage of. Like if I was gone it wouldn’t matter. Why do I have to watch everyone I love find the love of their lives but I have to be alone for the rest of mine?
Just so you know the oldest person in America is a black woman living in Detroit named Jeralean Talley. That’s right - she was born in 1899. That’s three centuries she’s lived in. She was on bowling team till she was 104. She still goes to church. This woman saw prohibition, women’s suffrage, the civil rights movement, two world wars, a list of other dumb shit, all the way to the birth of the internet and of her great-great grandson, a child who’s 14 months old.
This is great
And to think, she only looks like she 83 for real for real.
what if flies said “hey” every time they flew by your ear
I never half step, cuz I’m not a half stepper.
Drink a lotta soda, so they call me dr. peppaa
Very suspicious of people stealing his tail
Titan aka the Mermaid Moon